IT

Maybe I've been stopping myself from feeling anything.  I guess, it's somehow an escape?
Some of the decisions i've made isn't really working out right now.
I am at a stand still.  I guess this is me asking for help...
For at the moment, I feel helpless.

I'm pretty sure that I am at the wrong track.
Had I been at the right track, I wouldn't be feeling this way.

I am in this pit of uncertainty, and it scares me.
No...It's not even a love issue...However, it somehow is an issue of commitment.

Hahahaha.

Why would I marry something that I have no love for?