Break Up Letter

Dear Future Husband,

This letter is not about me breaking up with you.  You know I love you dearly and will never dream of doing so.  Rather, this letter, I want to give you on the event that you've had enough of me.  I understand that you are not as patient as I am, and I do realize that maybe, one day, when you wake up, you will not be as in love with me as you were during that first day you told me you loved me.

I probably wouldn't have the strength to tell these to you myself, so I'm writing it all down now.

First and foremost, although this relationship wasn't perfect, it was perfectly fine.  We had something that had a little of everything.  Love, tenderness, fun, and maybe a bit of LQs and misunderstandings.  Nevertheless, this was the best relationship I've ever had.  I had no regrets, and you surely are not, and never will be.

You know I'll always miss you.  I've already told you beforehand that if ever we won't work out, I hope I could still keep you in my life.  I know asking it from you might be too much.  I would understand that when we walk away from this, this'll be the last time we'll ever 'recognize' each other.  Even if I want to remain in your life, i'm not sure if you'll still let me be a part of yours.  So don't worry, I'll understand.

I hope you know that i'm weak and i'll still probably try and be with you.  It'll make me happy if you decide to stay, however, (and I can't believe I'm saying this) you can turn me down.  If you'll stay with me just so I would not hurt, then don't be with me.  I don't want to be the cause of your unhappiness.  That's the last thing I want to do.

I know I wasn't the perfect girl, but understand that you also are not perfect.  Even so, know that your imperfections didn't matter to me.  They never did.  Although you've hurt me at times, not once did I ever want to end it with you.  As i've said from the very first day, it will not be me who'll end this.  Our relationship is in your hands.  It always has been.  You broke up with me before, and  I begged you once, because I knew it was not what you wanted.  But on the case that you've had enough, i'll let you go.

I want to thank you for the time you lent me.  You don't give it to just anyone, and to get the privilege of your company and time means a lot to me.  I hoped our time would really be for an eternity, but I don't think you want to spend it with me anymore.  Nevertheless, thank you so much.

There are a few things that I want to ask of you though.

When you find the girl that suits you, more than you did me, please take care of her.  Treat her right.  Never scream at her, nor cuss at her.  I don't know how the mind of every girl works, but most girls aren't as patient as I am.  So please, try to not hurt her feelings.  I've always endured every whip.  Don't inflict the same pain you did to me.

Please take care of yourself.  I cannot stress this enough.  Since you're breaking the bond, I will not be there to fuss at you anymore.  It is something I will definitely miss.  I always fear that you might take yourself for granted.  Please don't do that.

Lastly, I want you to be happy with your life.  You've always told me the things you didn't want in your life.  You've told me things you never told anyone.  You told me how you wanted your life to be.  You're older now.  You're in charge of your life now, and the reins are in your grasp.  So live your life as you want.  I don't want you to be bitter and resentful because of your unhappiness.

I guess that's all I can say.

You'll always have a part of me.  You are always in my heart.
I hope you find your eternity with someone, and I hope that eternity will be a happy one.

Love,
Your now, ex-future wife.