Crestfallen

I just deleted everything I previously wrote on here.

It was a rant.  I was bitching about having no one to rely on.
After a moment of clarity and rationalization, I came to my senses.

People live for themselves.  They have, in no way, are responsible for another person's life.  They are here for THEMSELVES.

Oo nga naman.

I guess there are times when people have to be selfish.  It's their right.  It's their privilege.  It's not all the time that people can be there for you.  After all, they have to look after themselves.  I perfectly understand now.

I guess I have to try and get used to the fact that I should not rely on people as much.
If I can make it on my own, I will do it.

People are in no way indebted to you, even if you extended help.
YOU gave your help.  You have to know that when you give, you shouldn't expect something in return.

Nakakawalang-gana.  Sige.  I'll continue on giving.

...but it's high time that I stop expecting.