Dear Blog,

As of the moment, you're the only one I can talk to right now.  It seems as if i've got no one to lean on but myself, and it sucks.  I think i've been lying to myself the entire time:

No.  I don't like being alone.

...specially in times of great difficulty.  All the bitterness is coming back to me, and i'm starting to hate myself even more.  I'm currently at an all time low...and not even my hysterical defense mechanism can help me.

So many things to say...but the words aren't forming themselves in my mind.


At least I learn something: Whatever you do, whoever's around for you...at the end of the day, you'll be left alone still.  Lean on yourself, or you'll end up in pieces.