Reparo

It's been months.  The light in the room where I store my clothes wouldn't turn on.  I tried replacing the starter.  I also tried replacing the fluorescent light.

Futile.

Today, my mom made me go to a house next door that's under construction.  She told me to ask help from the carpenters there.  I did [slightly embarrassed].

Two of them came to my house to help fix it.  When they checked it out, apparently, it was the switch that was broken.  Not the balllast [idk the spelling], not the lamp itself, not even the starter.

For the past few months, every night, when I need to look for clothes, I keep groping in the dark.

I don't know.  For some reason, those two workers gave me an epiphany.  For so long, I believed I could work it all on my own.  I guess this means, I also need help.