Breaking Inside

"I don't wanna live...to waste another day...underneath the shadow of mistakes I made...Coz I feel like I'm breaking inside...I don't wanna fall...and say I lost it all..."

This is a song from Shinedown (already wrote them twice...) called "Breaking Inside". Actually, it's a sad song...and it's opposite from the thing I want to talk about today. Well...uhm...it's kinda sad...

Today, I broke down. Cried and everything... (Le gasp, Miss Optimism cried!!!) Y-eah...I was so overwhelmed. I felt...stupid and incompetent...(Don't ask me why...reason's very shallow...but I'm not telling you that I cried coz I felt like I can't comprehend with Computer Programming lessons..newp...too late, I slipped...) Shallow ain't it? Actually, I was already having a hard time when it started...I just broke down today. Dunno..maybe my period's almost here...but whatever...

Awkward topic initiated so I can open the REAL topic. Breaking down. Yeah. It's emabrassing to admit that we have a weakness...But guys...we're humans. It's totally normal...We all have our limits, and there are just certain things we can stand for a period of time. Don't keep all your emotions in. One way or another, you're gonna have to release. Getting out and crying's a good outlet. Not a crier? Then choose whatever method you want. S'long as you don't damage YOUR BODY...or someone elses, you're fine...Drawing, singing out loud...screaming are my usual options. It's just...today I was...soooo... urrrgh... XD So...bottom line. Crying doesn't make you weak. It makes you stronger. But too much just makes you...weak. So...if you really need it. Let it out. Keeping it in builds it up. You don't want to snap from emotional baggage, believe me.

Take a leaf from Miss Tyra's book. Go in a bathroom, cry your eyes out. Then come back, and come back strong.

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Sad? Cry it out...

Then later, go up and about...

Bounce back from your fall...

Then come back, stand straight and tall...

You're never alone...talk to people you trust...

Or you're end up being bust...

Tell em everything...they're there for you...

The people who love you, so true..

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Post is crappy today, ain't it? Sorry..I'll update this one soon...

So...done ranting...done reading? Tell me what you think... :3

Opinions, violent reactions and random comments are welcome...

Listening to Tired of being sorry by Enrique Iglesias...